Apprehending
Truth
The
Test Of A New Creature:
Or, Heads Of Examination For Adult
Christians.
“Examine
yourselves, whether ye be in the faith,” 2 Corinthians 13:5.
By
John Fletcher
WHATEVER is the state
of one wholly renewed, must be, in a less degree, the state of all “who are
born from above:” and whatever is the fruit of perfect holiness, to walk by the
same rule must be the way to obtain the same salvation.
The image of God is one, grace is the same; and to be in
Christ is to believe, and have the fellowship of his Spirit. Regeneration
differs only in degrees of strength and soundness. In our early justification
the Divine life is comparatively small, and mixed with sin; but when perfectly
renewed, we are strong, and every part pure, holding by faith that salvation
which makes us one with the Son of God. The law given in our first state, and
the law required by the Gospel, the covenant of works, and the covenant of
faith, are different. Whatever we see in the example of Jesus, and whatever he
promises to bestow on his followers, are unquestionable privileges of Gospel
salvation. Neither is the whole of this salvation, of our justification, or of
our renewal after the image of God, finished, till the resurrection, when we
shall “see him as he is,” and beholding him face to face, “his name shall be
written on our foreheads.” Nor can we ever have so much of the likeness of God
as to be incapable of more; but rather the more we obtain of his image and favour,
the more we are fitted to receive for ever and ever.
HEADS OF EXAMINATION.
I. Do I feel any
pride; or am I partaker of the meek and lowly mind that was in Jesus? Am I dead
to all desire of praise? If any despise me, do I like them the worse for it? Or
if they love and approve me, do I love them more on that account? Am I willing
to be accounted useless, and of no consequence, - glad to be made of no
reputation? Do humiliations give me real pleasure, and is it the language of my
heart,
Make me little and unknown,
Loved and prized by God alone?
II. Does God bear
witness in my heart that it is purified? that in all things I please him?
III. Is the life I
live, “by the faith of the Son of God;” so that Christ dwelleth in me? Is
Christ the life of all my affections and designs, as my soul is the life of my
body? Is my eye single, and my soul full of light, - all eye within and
without; always watchful?
IV. Have I always
the presence of God? Does no cloud come between God and the eye of my faith?
Can I “rejoice evermore, pray without ceasing, and in every thing give thanks?”
V. Am I saved from
the fear of man? Do I speak plainly to all, neither fearing their frowns, nor
seeking their favours? Have I no shame of religion; and am I always ready to
confess Christ, to suffer with his people, and to die for his sake?
VI. Do I deny
myself at all times, and take up my cross as the Spirit of God leads me? Do I
embrace the cross of every sort, being willing to give up my ease and
convenience to oblige others; or do I expect them to conform to my hours, ways,
and customs? Does the cross sit light upon me, and am I willing to suffer all
the will of God? Can I trample on pleasure and pain? Have I
A soul inured to pain,
To hardship, grief, and loss;
Bold to take up, firm to
sustain,
The consecrated cross?
VII. Are my bodily
senses, and outward things, all sanctified to me? Do I not seek my own things,
to please myself? Do I seek grace more for God’s honour than my own profit,
preferring the glory of God to all in earth or heaven, the giver to the gift?
VIII. Am I “poor in
spirit?” Do I “take pleasure in infirmities, necessities, distresses,
reproaches;” so that out of weakness, want, and danger, I may cast myself on
the Lord? Have I no false shame in approaching God? Do I seek to be saved, as a
poor sinner, by grace alone?
IX. Do I not “lean
to my own understanding?” Am I ready to give up the point, when contradicted,
unless conscience forbid? Am I easy to be persuaded? Do I esteem every one
better than myself? Am I as willing to be a cypher as to be useful, and does my
zeal burn bright, notwithstanding this willingness to be nothing?
X. Have I no false
wisdom, goodness, strength; as if the grace I feel were my own? Do I never take
that glory to myself which belongs to Christ? Do I feel my want of Christ, as
much as ever, to be my all? and do I draw near to God, as poor and needy, only
presenting before him his well beloved Son? Can I say,
“Every moment Lord, I need
The merit of thy death?
I shall hang upon my God,
Till I thy perfect glory see,
Till the sprinkling of thy blood
Shall speak me up to thee?”
Do I find joy in being thus nothing, empty, undeserving,
giving all the glory to Christ.? Or do I wish that grace made me something,
instead of God being all?
XI. Have I
meekness? Does it bear rule over all my tempers, affections, and desires; so
that my hopes, fears, joy, zeal, love, and hatred, are duly balanced? Do I feel
no disturbance from others, and do I desire to give none? If any offend me, do I
still love them, and make it an occasion to pray for them? If condemned by the
world, do I entreat; - if condemned by the godly, am I one in whose mouth there
is no reproof; replying only as conscience, and not as impatient nature
dictates? It in the wrong, do I confess it? If in the right, do I submit, being
content to do well, and suffer for it? It is the sin of superiors to be
overbearing, of inferiors to be stubborn; if, then, I am a servant, do I yield
not only to the gentle, but to the froward, committing my cause in silence to
God; or if a master, do I “show all long suffering?” The Lord of all was “as he
that serveth.” If I am the greatest, do I make myself least, “and the servant
of all;” if a teacher, am I lowly! meek, and patient, not conceited, self
willed, nor dogmatic? Am I ready to give up the claims of respect due to age,
station, parent, master, &c; or do I rigidly exact those demands?
XII. Do I possess
resignation; am I content with whatever is, or may be; seeing that God, the
Author of all events, does, and will do, all for my good? Do I desire nothing
but God, willing to part with all, if the Lord manifest his will for my so
doing? Do I “know how to abound,” and yet not gratify unnecessary wants; but
being content with things needful, do I faithfully and freely dispose of all
the rest for the help of others? Do I know how to suffer need? Is my confidence
unshaken while I feel the distress of poverty, and have the prospect of future
want, while, humanly speaking, strangling were better than life? And, in these
circumstances, do I pity those who, having plenty, waste it in excess, instead
of helping me?
XIII. Am I just;
doing in all things as I would others should do unto me? Do I render due homage
to those above me, not presuming on their lenity and condescension? As a
superior, do I exercise no undue authority, taking no advantage of the
timidity, respect, or necessity of any man? Do I consider the great obligation
superiority lays me under, of being lowly and kind, and of setting a good example?
XIV. Am I temperate,
using the world, and not abusing it? Do I receive outward things in the order
of God, making earth a scale to heaven? Is the satisfaction I take in the
creation consistent with my being dead to all below, and a mean of leading me
more to God? Is the turn of my mind and temper in due subjection, not leading
me to any extreme, either of too much silence, or of too much talkativeness, of
reserve, or freedom?
XV. Am I courteous,
not severe? Suiting myself to all with sweetness? Striving to give no one pain,
but to gain and win all for their good?
XVI. Am I vigilant;
redeeming time, taking every opportunity of doing good; or do I spare myself,
being careless about the souls and bodies to which I might do good? Can I do no
more than I do? Do I perform the most servile offices, such as require labour
and humiliation, with cheerfulness? Is my conversation always seasoned with
salt, at every time administering some kind of favour to those I am with?
XVII. Do I “love God
with all my heart?” Do I constantly present myself, my time, substance,
talents, and all that I have, a living sacrifice? Is every thought brought into
subjection to Christ? Do I like, or dislike only such things as are pleasing or
displeasing to God?
XVIII. Do I love God
with all my strength, and are my spiritual faculties always vigorous? Do I give
way to no sinful languor? Am I always on my watch? Do not business, worldly
care, and conversation, damp my fervour and zeal for God?
XIX. Do I love my
neighbour as myself; every man for Christ’s sake, and honour all men, as the
image of God? Do I think no evil, listen to no groundless surmises, nor judge
from appearances? Can I bridle my tongue, never speaking of the faults of
another, but with a view to do good; and when I am obliged to do it, have I the
testimony that I sin not? Have I that love which hopeth, believeth, and
endureth all things?
XX. How am I in my
sleep? If Satan presents an evil imagination, does my will immediately resist,
or give way to it?
XXI. Do I bear the infirmities
of age or sickness; without seeking to repair the decays of nature by strong
liquors; or do I make Christ my sole support, casting the burden of a feeble
body into the arms of his mercy? Many consider that “perfect love which casteth
out fear” as instantaneous: all grace is so; but what is given in a moment, is
enlarged and established by diligence and fidelity. That which is instantaneous
in its descent, is perfective in its increase. This is certain, - too much
grace cannot be desired or looked for; and to believe and obey with all the
power we have, is the highway to receive all we have not. There is a day of
Pentecost for believers; a time when the Holy Ghost descends abundantly. Happy
they who receive most of this perfect love, and of that establishing grace,
which may preserve them from such falls and decays as they were before liable
to. Jesus, Lord of all, grant thy purest gifts to every waiting disciple.
Enlighten us with the knowledge of thy will, and show us “the mark of the prize
of our high calling.” Let us die to all thou art not; and seek thee with our
whole heart, till we enjoy the fulness of the purchased possession. Amen!
~ John Fletcher
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